"I do not ask to walk smooth paths nor bear an easy load. I pray for strength and fortitude to climb the rock-strewn road. Give me such courage I can scale the hardest peaks alone, and transform every stumbling block into a steppingstone."-Gail Brook Burket

You are not alone.  You only have to ask.  Yes God sees you need Him and loves you so and wants to jump in.  But as all good parents know you need to let your loved ones try it on their own because that is how they learn lessons and have faith and trust.  He is waiting.  When I pray because of problems I have or my loved ones have, I do not pray for a certain outcome, I pray for strength and love so solutions will come.  Strength and love to all of you.  Peace.