"There are times when you choose to believe something that would normally be considered absolutely irrational. It doesn't mean that it is actually irrational, but it surely is not rational. Perhaps there is suprarationality: reason beyond the normal definitions of fact or data-based logic; something that only makes sense if you can see a bigger picture of reality. Maybe that is where faith fits in."-W.M. Paul Young-The Shack

We are not meant to see the WHOLE picture or even the ending picture before we get there.  We think we want to know but I think it would just be TOO much for us to handle.  That is why we must have faith and trust that since God knows how it needs to work out perfectly for our journey as well as everyone's-that all will be the very best.  Have faith and trust. Peace.